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Still standing....

So I realized that once again I have been slacking on this here blog. So many other places on the net take up my time that I seriously neglect these neck of the woods. So what's been going on..... it's gotten super cold...SUPER QUICK and I'm not feeling it. I despise this time of the year...having to warm up the car (which requires allowing extra time in the morning), scraping ice and whatever off of windows and windshields, crappy weather ruining plans, slick roads, etc. It's not my cup of tea. That's why I don't like having a winter birthday. You can never really plan for it. Especially not in V-A. One year it was almost 80 the week before my birthday and then cold as ever ON my birthday. Go figure. Speaking of my bday, I'm slacking this year on making plans. Usually everything is set and in place by November. Now it's Dec. and I have no clue what I want to do. All I know is...it's gonna be a different game plan than my usual. I'm ready for something NEW!

I had a strange experience with a psychic a few weeks ago. So strange that I try not to even talk about it anymore. I didn't GO see a psychic....I was in Walmart shopping and she randomly starts talking to me. It began with talking about my shirt and then she starting in on me and later on my mother. Trust, I believe there are TRULY clairvoyant people, but I also believe there are wayyyy more fakes. So I don't entertain nonsense. I didn't even tell her anything. That's what most of em do, they let you TELL them stuff and they basically tell you the same thing back. So I just nodded or said nothing. So after telling me alot of things that were very specific and hit close to home...she asks if me or my mother is having problems with our stomach. I'm like UHHH NO. My mom is like no. So now I'm like okay..time to go..she's nuts. She is insistent that I call her the next which I had no intentions of doing, but she keeps mentioning a stomach issue. Well the next day....low and behold my stomach drama begins. Now believe me..I ignored this lady and all she said. Wrote it off and never gave it anymore thought...until 3 days later...I'm in serious pain from my stomach...nauseous..and just OVER IT and my mom jokes about the psychic. Long story short, I end up having to go to the doctor on the 4th day. Couldn't even go to work....str8 to the doctor....and was given a prescription for stomach spasms and other drama. It was crazy. I'm over it and no longer going to that Walmart. LMAO.


...... so I just had a brainfart and forgot half of what I wanted to speak on. Guess I'll come back later when it comes back to me. LOL

If I Could Turn ...Back The Hands of Time

So the clocks rolled back an hour on Sunday morning at 2 a.m. When I say I can't STAND this time of year, it's an understatement. I already don't sleep much, and now I find myself waking up (for no reason mind you) at 4 and 5 a.m. It's dark when I leave for work and dark when I get home from work. It's the worst. I thought they said they were going to put an end to Daylights Savings Time. (Don't ask me who "they" are.....I really couldn't tell you). This time is good for people who never can seem to get enough sleep..they love that extra hour. For me, it's just another hour I am up without a cause. *sigh*

Anywho....what do I want to talk about today.....hmmm let's see. What about "attention whores"? Me, I try to stay out of the spotlight, limelight, whatever you want to call it. I try to keep a low profile. I've never been one to crave attention from others. I don't try to be extra nor do I try to flaunt my assets to get attention. It truly urks me when I see individuals doing this. It's sad and most of the time it's actually due to a lack of self esteem/confidence. It be the same ones out there BEGGING for someone to notice them that want to walk around calling others "thirsty". Come on....you walking around with "cotton mouth" your damn self.

That is all....that sums it up. Not a whole lot of babbling needed to express how I feel about that one.

Google Wave

So I signed up for an invitation ages ago. Kinda forgot all about it. I think it was right after I got Google Voice, which is quite a handy tool when you want a FAKE local number to hand out. LOL Anywho, I just got my actual invite yesterday for Google Wave and signed up. I am a newbie and really have no clue, but I guess it's the newest hype since Twitter and I'll see if I like it or not. I have 17 invites left. It is still in PREVIEW phase, so even with an invite it might be a minute before you are actually granted access to sign up. If you would like to get an invite, please comment and leave me your email address.

Could it be....

"It's cool, not tryin to put a rush on you
I had to let you know that I got a crush on you"

Damn..this hasn't happened to me in years!! Since my middle school days....but I think I can admit that I have crush on someone. :-X Is it still called a crush as an adult?? LOL I mean it's crazy. Sad thing is, I deny it. No real reason to hide it. I mean, it isn't a crush to be ashamed of or anything. Just....hmmm I dunno. In time, maybe I will reveal it, but for now. I'll keep it on the low low. My friends don't really suspect it, it's more so that they try to encourage a relationship between me and "HIM". I really feel like a little school girl with this one. Let's see how it all plays out. It's just alot of things that might not make it work if the issue was pressed. HMMMM

SN: I know I am sick of hearing about this freakin' balloon boy. After seeing the CNN interview and the "home film" of when the balloon took off.....I'm thinking publicity stunt/hoax. Come on now!?!?! Waste of resources and time.

Laughter is the best medicine

So last night was the Rickey Smiley & Friends show that I treated a group of my friends to. I must say that I had a blast. I have thumping headache today which is just totally ignoring the drugs I have taken to send it packing. *rolls eyes* I never really take medicine, but it's hitting THAT hard that I had to do something. The show was great. I had a ball, not only were the comedians on stage funny as hell, but me and my friends are FOOLS. We are truly crazy and I loved every minute of the outting. Down to the drama in the parking deck trying to get the hell up out of there and go the hell home. That was crazy...thought we were gonna have to put the whip in park and tap on some heads. Some people just do the dumbest *ish*.

Well Round 2 begins tonight. It's one of my best friends birthday outting and we are going to see Kevin Hart and then hit up the club. We haven't hung out in a very long time and it is long overdue. I can't wait. Gonna be just like old times.

On a sadder note, there have been alot of crazy senseless murders/deaths lately. It makes me realize how I gotta definitely get out and enjoy life, as well as, the family and friends that I have in my life. These outtings couldn't have come at a better time. Things have been kind of hectic lately. Super stressful to say the least, but it all goes to the back burner and is forgotten once I am out and about enjoying good times and good laughs with the people I love and appreciate in my life. It makes me feel that much better and makes me proud of myself that I could do something for my friends that we all could enjoy.

I guess now I need to start planning what I will do for my bday in 2010...I have to start early. Gotta do it right! :-)

Who's Real, Who's Fake!?!?

Man,
This is a topic that has come up ALOT in the conversations of me and my friends. It's alot of FRONTIN' going on these days. ESPECIALLY on the internet. Some people are allowing the absence of person to person contact to give them a false sense of esteem, power, and security. I feel sorry for the people who are being fooled more so than those who are doing the faking. For instance, there are more and more DOCTORED up pictures, as well as, STOLEN pics being posted and passed around. I remember I had a pic stolen way back when. I don't even get the point. Thankfully a friend of mine noted that the person said they lived in Michigan or something and that they were only 5'4. You can clearly tell from my full pics that I am NOT short at all. I kindly got a bunch of my guy friends to contact this broad and let her know that they knew the REAL ME..and I also contacted her and had this long drawn out message about the legal action I was taking and how her IP address had been tracked and some more *ish*. Needless to say, it didn't take long for the pics to be removed!. It's crazy, what joy do you get out of lying to YOURSELF and others about who you really are? You like getting attention based on something that you are NOT!? That's that bulls**t!
Then you got all of these internet gangstas, goons, and thugs/thugettes. *smh* Some I personally know that talk alot of good game via chats, Facebook, and Twitter knowing full d**n well when confronted in REAL life....away from the keyboard and monitor, things would NOT play out that way. But hey, if it makes them sleep better at night knowing that they just TYPED some "tough" stuff online..I guess let them do them, right!?!? I just find it amusing to say the least. The pics I could post or examples I could give to prove otherwise...buttttttttttttt nope, then I wouldn't have any entertainment.
I pride myself on being real. Too real for some. Yea, how is that possible? Well because I'm blunt and brutally honest, I'm seen as mean or evil. It's funny to me. The same thing that makes OTHERS say that....makes my REAL friends love me. I stick up for mine and do what I can for those who matter. That'll never change. If I don't value YOU or our friendship/relationship, then trust and believe you ain't getting naddaaaaaaaaaaa from me. :-) Speaking of...I am treating a few of the homies to an outting in Oct. to see Rickey Smiley. Just a little something to show my appreciation for the talks, laughs, good times, and help that each of them have provided. It should be a fun night!!
My holiday weekend was merely an extended weekend full of nothing special. I did some shopping but that's about it. Nothing else went according to plan...which is usually how it goes. Again...people be faking! If you aren't going to do something...be man enough or woman enough to let someone know that things have changed. If you aren't planning to do it at all, then don't EVER say you would/could. BE REAL!!!! How hard is it? Seriously!?!?

Still breathing....

I haven't posted in a minute. Nothing really of substance to talk about. Right now I'm in the process of moving..yet again. Nothing major...only like 10-12 mins from where I was. It's all good though. I will just be glad when it's all said and done!! :-)

Age Ain't Nuthin' But A Number...

The hell it is. I thought when you turned 18...you GREW UP! Apparently not. I've noticed in the past few weeks how a generous amount of so-called GROWN men and women have been acting real YOUNG! People throw around words like "hatin", "Being fake", and "childish"...when it is in fact these individuals who are behaving in such a manner. It's different to hate on someone and to not agree with what they do or to give criticism. It is a difference between choosing to IGNORE individuals or their actions and "being fake". Then when you don't stoop to immature measures...it is called being "childish"....wtf? People need to take a closer look at themselves....pull a Michael Jackson and take a look at the man in the mirror. What they see staring back at them just might not be who or what they think they are? Nobody is perfect, but I'm so sick of the so-called pot calling the kettle black. When will people just learn to keep it moving! Who cares!?!? Life is too short for the petty B.S. Stop reading so much into nothing. Wow someone isn't laughing and joking with you today...does that mean they are mad at you? Nope..maybe they got alot on their mind. Maybe they don't feel well. Maybe they are unhappy or just found out something bad/upsetting. You never know...but making assumptions that are INCORRECT only make matters worse. I for one don't look into anything extra unless you go out of your way to make it extra. If there are SEVERAL factors pointing at a problem..then I will take note and KEEP IT MOVING! Unless you are CLOSE fam or a best friend...I'm not bothered by it. You'll get over it....andif not..that's on you.

I'm just saying.....grow up! You aren't in high school....or shall I say..elementary school anymore!

The truth shall set you free

So much has gone on and is going on but I don't even wanna touch on any of it....what I'm here to speak about is one of my biggest pet peeves: LIARS/LYING . Okay, I've been told for a long time that I am MEAN or EVIL. The jist of this comes from be being brutally HONEST or blunt about facts. I am not one to sugar coat anything. WHY? Because those that I care about, I expect to be the same way with me. I'd rather you let me know what's up and RESPECT you for that, then to find out that you think, thought, or knew something differently than you put on. I respect honest opinions. I think it's my brutal honesty that keeps me closer to males than females. That's an odd logic..but it's true. WHY? Because I've had close female friends in the past that I offered up my thoughts on situations that they were involved in, things that I personally did not agree with. I didn't give ultimatums or anything like that just did the friendly thing: pulled them to the side and expressed my OPINIONS...didn't say this is what you SHOULD do or I'm out. Nope. I merely said, I don't think this is right or you may want to think about the consequences of this.....the final outcome..these SO CALLED individuals ended up on some MUTE s**t! Okay..whateva, not hurting me. I mean this is what a TRUE friend does, so apparently the level of friendship wasn't mutual. You live and you learn. I just don't get lying...yea we all probably tell a small lie here and there. I mean if you want to get out of doing something or going someplace....okay..stretch the truth. What I don't understand are the people who lie and get no type of benefit from making up the b.s. that they make up. I mean really...what is the point? I mean and what's even worse and when you find out that someone has been lying or you KNOW that what someone has told you is a lie, but the other person is not aware of the fact that you know. I'm definitely feeling some kinda way about this subject right now, due to some personal incidents in the past week or 2, but Karma is definitely a bitch and when she comes around...it is I who will have the last laugh!!!! Bwwahahahahaha!

People just really on some other *ish* these days. Between being phony and 2 faced...the lies are just out of control. To these individuals..I say "GO THAT WAY" !!!! And people wonder why I have stopped fooling with them like that. *sucks teeth* PUHLEASEEE!!! Where are the good HONEST people at? Are we a dying breed? Did truth go out the door like common sense?

Neglect....

I'm guilty. I haven't posted an entry into my blog in a very long time. I have actually been kinda doing me. Having fun. Living life. I could probably post a book right now with updates since the last post...but I ain't really feeling it right now. I'll be back soon with a post....I promise.


Until then....catch me on Twitter. :-) http://twitter.com/UniiqueChiq

Self Reminder

So this isn't really a blog post..it's just me reminding myself that the season premiere of Crime 360 comes on May 21st. If you don't know what it is....go here:

http://www.aetv.com/crime-360/


Sad Richmond finally gets some tv play and it's a CRIME show! *smh*

A Quickie....

Nope..not posting anything of the sexual nature. Just a quick post to let everyone know that I am STILL in the land of the living. Just grinding and trying to stay afloat in this crazy world.

Anywho.... I have become semi...(seriously..just a little bit) addicted to Twitter. Check the right column over there --> and follow your girl. Myspace is pretty much dead to me. I go on to check mail and jump right back off. Not feeling it anymore. Too much drama and stupid stuff. I still mess w/ Facebook for now and I have ventured back into Fubar. It's something to do.

Jigga's been seizure free....again for a month! WOOHOO!! I refuse to use any of the Advantix/Frontline/etc products right now because for real...I think that K9 Advantix was the culprit as I have stated before. I used Skin So Soft (shouts to my side gig as an Avon lady..lol)on him and he's been cool so far. He still saying "ain't no bugs on me" NO THANKS TO ADVANTIX!!! He is, however, gaining mad weight. The vet said the seizure meds would make him eat more. They never lied. He's probably around 11 or 12 lbs now...a month ago he was 8. His legs still long and boney..pretty soon he won't be able to hold himself up.

So...decided to update the list of thing I planned on doing this year to see how much I've done thus far. I also said I'd add to the list....well let me see what I can cross off and/or add:

1) a great two day 30th Birthday celebration


2) being in DC for the Presidential Inauguration


3) going to NY to visit the other fam I have up there


4) getting out and doing more fun stuff (less clubbin' more....something else!!)


5) taking a vacation, or 2, or 3


6) settling down *gasp* ....we'll see about this one


7) reaching that 5 year mark at my job. That is an ABSOLUTE first for me... 2.5 years is usually my max @ a place of employment


8) a new whip -- this is kinda TOP priority!!

9) Head to the beach in June for my homegirl's bday

10) Go against the grain and see what's good with "him"!

11) Write more - the poems clear my mind

12) Get another part time gig....technically I have 2 side gigs..but yea...I need #3


....hmm that is it for now.

I got a headache..... THIS big..

So I have had a headache basically every single day for the past week and a half. This is crazy. I know it's partly sinuses but mostly stress. Even factors that I don't think are bothering me..I know they are. UGHHH! I'm no stranger to headaches though. I've gone to the neurologist and I've had MRI's and all that. It's a catch 22 situation for me. Tylenol works..but only for like 1 or 2 hours. Not long enough to take another dosage and this is with 8 hr Extended Tabs....Ibuprofen DEFINITELY works but because it's so hard on the stomach..my dr. suggested NOT getting in the habit of using them that much. I can't take Migraine meds...cuz I'm not allowed to have caffeine. Only me!!! If it's not one thing..it's another

One stress off of me is that I have gotten my drama filled car off my hands....and gotten a new car. That is stress relief and new stress at the same time..MORE DEBT!! WOOHOO! LOL But at least I have reliable transportation. My car decides to get stupid as SOON as my warranty ran out. OF COURSE!!!

I have slept most of the day and shockingly, I am actually sleepy now! So guess I'll turn in shortly!

Making up for lost time

So blog world, here I am again...Posting a semi-overdue post. First off...old business...Jigga's seizures got super out of control. Ended up having 4 in 4 days. His seizure meds have been upped to 1/2 a pill twice a day. This dog is truly taking me through it. Thank god I'm an animal lover. Everybody says he's getting me ready for motherhood. Lord knows, my child gonna be STRAIGHT then because this dog has a wardrobe, an insurance plan that includes dental, is on medicine that I have to base MY schedule around. It's insane. But I'm getting through it.

It's been raining alot lately. The weather is still crazy (hot/cold, rain/sun)...so making plans is not coming easy. Last weekend I did NOTHING. Lounged around the crib the whole time..even with Sunday being pretty nice. I decided to make up for it this weekend...and I have. Hung out with my brother and his g/f @ TGIFridays for a couple of hours. Man, we seen some celeb lookalikes and some mo' *ish* up in there. Then caught up with a friend...who has been M.I.A (to say the least) for the past like 6 months. Got a few things off my chest that I've been holding in (shockingly) for months. Had dinner and a movie outting. Good times like always. Today I planned to lay low all day, butttttttt now I'm going to the movies...again..LOL Then tonight...CLUB time to celebrate my homegirl's bday. This is going to be crazy. We go all out for bdays around here.

Besides my busy weekend, everything is basically the same ol same ol'. Think I'm gonna get another part time job. I do have one, but I never go. LOL They even called me Thurs to say they had a shift...mind you..I haven't worked since March of 2008. Good to have something in ya back pocket to fall back on for some extra change if/when you need to. Nothing else really new. Ready to start making these mini vacations happen. Thinking about changing my scenery on a permanent basis soon possibly. Been dealing with crazy *ish* from certain individuals. UGH! I ignore it...I just turned 30...I wasn't childish when it was excusable, and I won't stoop to those levels now as a grown up. `Nuff Said!

Oh yea...
The past vs present situation....takes on a whole new twist. The blast from the past from the previous entry has been replaced w/ another one. LOL

THE SAGA CONTINUES...........

It's just one of those daysssssssssssss

Man, was awaken at 5 am to yet another seizure episode with Jigga. 3 in 3 days. They told me to up his seizure medicine on yesterday..which I did and wow..it's still going on. This is reallllyyyy starting to get on my nerves. Went from a month and a week seizure free to daily. I am so exhausted. He has been pacing and driving me crazy since. I had to attempt to get more sleep b4 I head in to work. Didn't really happen because he wants to keep jumping off the bed and then can't get his disoriented behind BACK on the bed after so as soon as I nod off...he up by my face scratching and crying. *SIGH* It's gonna be a longggggggggg day. The rain has made it's ugly return. I am NOT feeling that. I've just had a rough week....scratch that..the whole month of March has been HELL for me thus far!!!! It's all good though...I'MA SURVIVORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! (at least I think so!)


....to be continued

Guess who's bizzzaacckkk

...Well sorta kinda!!! I have gotten over my "not so happy" time of the year. Now I'm just doing me. Work is beyond chaotic and causing my blood pressure to be sky high (I'm sure because of the headaches I'm keeping on the regular). I hate a bunch of drama that is not necessary for ANY reason. Just urks me. Anywho, the weather has been insane. One day it's 80...three days later we have a snow storm dumping 8 to 10 inches of the white stuff and having to miss work...then BOOM it's 80 again..then 5 days later...more snow and ice. V-A weather..you gotta love it. That is why everybody and their mama continues to be sick. Off and On....Patient First has GOT to be making that paper!

I'm thinking about the warm up though. Tomorrow is the first day of spring. I have been vacation-less for 10+ years. Yea, you read it right. Yea I have been to NY in that time span and to like Kings Dominion...but all of these trips came with b.s and drama and I don't even count them as vacations or get-a-ways. So yea, ol' girl will be hitting the highways this summer. It is a MUST! If I don't..I will lose my mind. What little bit I have left.

I've made some serious adjustments as far as the company I keep since the beginning of the year. A few people have definitely been downgraded and pretty much eliminated from the list. I don't have time for foolishness, games, lies, and people who are just plain ol' bums. LOL I can't do it. I don't need people trying to leech off of me. Bottom feeders and leeches are not needed. I am trying to do thangs!! I can't have people holding me down, which some people just thrive off of.

I got quite a few things to look forward to this year. Another big cookout that me and my brother and his g/f throw every year. We plan on moving it to June this year. One of my best friends is getting married to my 'unofficial' little brother in July and yes I'm in the wedding. Always a bridesmaid...never the bride...but trust..no complaints here. . A few planned trips w/ a few homies are in the works also. Hopefully it all goes according to plan.

Besides all that...just been living life and taking it all in one day at a time. Still dealing with Jigga (the dog)'s seizure issue. He's on seizure medicine and was fine and seizureless for a month and a week and then BOOM...2 in 2 days. I seriously think its the K9 Advantix because it had been exactly a month and a few days (yea I was a little late on the dosage)...and soon as he got it..like a day later...BOOM...here goes a seizure. So I will be switching up his Flea/Tick prevention ASAP!!! I googled it and found WAYYYY too many dogs who they figured this out TOO late...so umm yea...I'm switching. Better safe than sorry. I got too much money invested right about now.

I got a few other mental dilemmas going on in the love life category! LOL A blast from the past vs someone fresh off the block. Who knows how this will play out.....


TO BE CONTINUED.......

It's that time....

..the time of the year that I ain't really feeling. March 8th of 1997 changed my life forever....and March 8th of 2008 marked a new GOOD memory for that day. However, the prior March 8th's events far outweigh the more recent one. With that being said....I'm gonna take a break from my blog and do me for a little while....I shall return.....at some point...with possibly lots of stories to tell. But until then...

Saturday, Feb. 14th

Yea to most, it's known as Valentine's Day. I've never really been a fan of this day. Single or not....just never got into the hype. This year especially.....this image sums up my feelings on the whole matter:

A break from life....

Ok so a friend sent me this...and I mean....what is really going on with the news and tv these days with these bloopers...first the porn commercial snippet that aired during the Super Bowl for some....to this kind of madness:





** SHAKING MY HEAD **

Oh so sick & tired

Have you ever just been sick and tired of being sick and tired? I mean I really just need to get away from everything that is MY normal life. I need a vacation something terrible and the sad thing is, the things that are going on to make me sick and tired are the same reason I can't get away right now. If that makes ANY sense. I just can't wait until the weather changes up and the warmth is here to stay. I then know it'll be gathering/cookout time for myself and my brother almost every weekend...so things will be jumping on the regular for the most part. Nothing beats impromptu gatherings...just shooting the s**t and drankin'. LOL Well I don't really drink like that, but hey...I gets my sip on occasionally. Until then, I'll rely on possibly hanging out with my new 'homie'. :-) Couldn't have come at a better time and just might be that CHANGE in `09 that I need. Well....that depends on if he is really the spontaneous, get up and go kinda fella that he seems to be. We shall see.

Besides that..more drama with the dog. I'm gonna end up in the nut house and the poor house behind this 8 lb mutt of mine. (I can call him 'mutt' since he's mine and he IS a mixed breed...but don't you DARE talk about my baby like that). All this crap he's putting me through, it's a good thing I don't have kids. He went from having seizures every 11 to 12 days...til this morning..he had 2 in less than 6 hours. *sigh* So more tests!!! Still no answers...and he'll be going to a specialist in the next week or so. I just hope it's nothing too major or that they will just put him on some low dosage seizure meds and be done. Just sucks because the medicine has all these possible side effects...and the seizures don't harm him..they just drive me crazy and upset the heck out of me.

Anywho, that's really all I have to report. Super Bowl was crazy...it's enough talk about that so I don't even need to go there. I'm not a football person....so I'm waiting for the All Star game on Feb. 15th.

Quick Post of Randomness

* So the birthday outtings were great. Went to see "Notorious" which was decent. It's one of those movies where it's a lot of detail in the beginning and then you realize that the movie is about to end in 20 minutes and it's nowhere near where the ending occurs (i.e. his death). I don't regret going to see it and PAYING. That is something I can't really say about too many movies I've ventured into the movie theater to see lately. The last movie I saw that I didn't regret was probably "Step Brothers", which was hilarious. After the movie, me and a few family members and friends went to eat, drink, and play pool (I just watched). Then on the 17th, the big club outting with my peoples. I had a ball. We had a lame limo driver that I care to forget...but all in all the night went farely well and I had a great time. I brought 30 in exactly the way I wanted to...amongst my closest and dearest friends/fam.

* After 2 days of not resting, I then ventured to DC for the Inauguration. It felt good being a part of history, however, our trip was one for the books. Buses arrived late...our bus got a flat tire on the way and it totally threw us off as far as time is concerned. The other 2 buses kept on trucking, and while we were in the garage getting fixed up...they arrived in DC. We were still only a small distance from Richmond. However, we did finally make it up there in about 2 hrs and 30 mins. Traffic was pretty nonexistent until we got into DC. I was wrapped up like a mummy and still froze my butt off. Took awhile to thaw out once I got back home too! :-) The trip definitely turned out to be an interesting one.

* I've stumbled upon alot of cool new blogs that I have decided to follow.

* My poor doggie has started having seizures out of nowhere. Head scan = fine, bloodwork = fine. He's had 3 in the last month and a half. The first one was almost not detected at all. The 2nd was pretty bad and lasted about 5 mins. The last one occured last Mon. and was not as bad as the 2nd and was worse than the 1st. I am hoping he doesn't have to go on seizure meds because the side effects far outweigh him having the seizures. He's rarely by himself so I guess we shall see what happens. Hopefully they go away.

* I can't wait for clocks to go up an hour. I have never liked this time. I am not a sleeper and an xtra hour is just an hour earlier that I am awake than I truly need to be.

* I am ready for spring also. I can't deal with the cold any longer.

* I have been sleeping all day and will be up allllll night! Typical Sunday for me!

* Oh yea...quick shout to my new followers.

I guess this does it for now....I really didn't have anything with substance to talk about!

Officially Grown...well more official than before

So in less than an hour, it will be Jan 12th, 2009. I will be turning 30. Unlike some of my closest friends who said they'd probably cry and feel old as dirt, I am HAPPY to see 30 get here. Yep, I am REALLY on my grown woman now and I am NOT looking back. 2009 has started with plenty of stress, drama, and trying times for me, BUT I am pushing forward. So I welcome 30 years old with open arms (I say that now)..and at 6:26 a.m. (my true birth time)...I will be grinning from ear to ear.

Things aren't always what they seem

How true is this blog title!!!? We've all come across offers, products, and especially people who come across as one way but upon interacting, using, or partaking in them....TOTALLY something else. Well this really has nothing to do with this entry persay....except that I'm bored and wrote a little something and ummm...well...it too fits the bill.



I'm Falling

I didn't see it coming
My body was in denial
My mind wasn't ready
But it's been approaching for awhile

Taking over me completely
From my head down to my toes
Overwhelming feelings and desires
Every second of every minute it grows

Can't control the way I feel
Can't fight it much longer
I must give into this temptation
If only I were a little bit stronger

I'm falling and I can't stop it
It's too late to turn back
To refresh my soul and body
This great voyage I must take

My body begins to tingle when you approach
I have desires to be in your grasp
When I feel you around me
I get speechless...body frozen..I gasp

I know I'm not the only one
Who feels this way about you
I know I must share you with others
They long to have a relationship with you too

I guess I'll take what I can get
Whether it be several or just one night
I'll give myself totally to you
No longer dealing with this internal fight

Sometimes I know I push you away
Not wanting you to come near
It's only because of stubbornness
Not hatred, dislike, or fear

Man, I hate to admit that I'm falling
But I have to keep it real
I have to let the whole world know
Just exactly how this all feels

I've never felt a "goodness" like this,
That penetrate my body like a knife
One that overwhelms me entirely
And effects my whole life

See if I don't surrender now
I'll pay for it sooner more than later
And nobody knows I'm falling
Except me and my creator

I've been wanting this for so long
I hope victory is mine
I'm falling...........into a deep sleep
Man, it's been a long time!!!!!


Yea....I don't sleep much and I have no problem with my body's need for very few hours of sleep to function correctly. More then 5 straight hours and I feel like I been run over. However, insomnia sucks. Being tired and not being able to sleep is a whole other ball game. This medicine I am taking for my tonsilitis (nice late gift from Santa...)....makes sleeping difficult. I HATE IT!!!! 3 more days of this crap!!!

Things aren't always what they seem

How true is this blog title!!!? We've all come across offers, products, and especially people who come across as one way but upon interacting, using, or partaking in them....TOTALLY something else. Well this really has nothing to do with this entry persay....except that I'm bored and wrote a little something and ummm...well...it too fits the bill. LOL!



I'm Falling

I didn't see it coming
My body was in denial
My mind wasn't ready
But it's been approaching for awhile

Taking over me completely
From my head down to my toes
Overwhelming feelings and desires
Every second of every minute it grows

Can't control the way I feel
Can't fight it much longer
I must give into this temptation
If only I were a little bit stronger

I'm falling and I can't stop it
It's too late to turn back
To refresh my soul and body
This great voyage I must take

My body begins to tingle when you approach
I have desires to be in your grasp
When I feel you around me
I get speechless...body frozen..I gasp

I know I'm not the only one
Who feels this way about you
I know I must share you with others
They long to have a relationship with you too

I guess I'll take what I can get
Whether it be several or just one night
I'll give myself totally to you
No longer dealing with this internal fight

Sometimes I know I push you away
Not wanting you to come near
It's only because of stubbornness
Not hatred, dislike, or fear

Man, I hate to admit that I'm falling
But I have to keep it real
I have to let the whole world know
Just exactly how this all feels

I've never felt a "goodness" like this,
That penetrate my body like a knife
One that overwhelms me entirely
And effects my whole life

See if I don't surrender now
I'll pay for it sooner more than later
And nobody knows I'm falling
Except me and my creator




I've been wanting this for so long
I hope victory is mine
I'm falling...........into a deep sleep
Man, it's been a long time!!!!!


Yea....I don't sleep much and I have no problem with my body's need for very few hours of sleep to function correctly. More then 5 straight hours and I feel like I been run over. However, insomnia sucks. Being tired and not being able to sleep is a whole other ball game. This medicine I am taking for my tonsilitis (nice late gift from Santa...)....makes sleeping difficult. I HATE IT!!!! 3 more days of this crap!!!

Welcome 2009!!!!

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