03 January 2009

Things aren't always what they seem

How true is this blog title!!!? We've all come across offers, products, and especially people who come across as one way but upon interacting, using, or partaking in them....TOTALLY something else. Well this really has nothing to do with this entry persay....except that I'm bored and wrote a little something and ummm...well...it too fits the bill.

I'm Falling

I didn't see it coming
My body was in denial
My mind wasn't ready
But it's been approaching for awhile

Taking over me completely
From my head down to my toes
Overwhelming feelings and desires
Every second of every minute it grows

Can't control the way I feel
Can't fight it much longer
I must give into this temptation
If only I were a little bit stronger

I'm falling and I can't stop it
It's too late to turn back
To refresh my soul and body
This great voyage I must take

My body begins to tingle when you approach
I have desires to be in your grasp
When I feel you around me
I get speechless...body frozen..I gasp

I know I'm not the only one
Who feels this way about you
I know I must share you with others
They long to have a relationship with you too

I guess I'll take what I can get
Whether it be several or just one night
I'll give myself totally to you
No longer dealing with this internal fight

Sometimes I know I push you away
Not wanting you to come near
It's only because of stubbornness
Not hatred, dislike, or fear

Man, I hate to admit that I'm falling
But I have to keep it real
I have to let the whole world know
Just exactly how this all feels

I've never felt a "goodness" like this,
That penetrate my body like a knife
One that overwhelms me entirely
And effects my whole life

See if I don't surrender now
I'll pay for it sooner more than later
And nobody knows I'm falling
Except me and my creator

I've been wanting this for so long
I hope victory is mine
I'm falling...........into a deep sleep
Man, it's been a long time!!!!!

Yea....I don't sleep much and I have no problem with my body's need for very few hours of sleep to function correctly. More then 5 straight hours and I feel like I been run over. However, insomnia sucks. Being tired and not being able to sleep is a whole other ball game. This medicine I am taking for my tonsilitis (nice late gift from Santa...)....makes sleeping difficult. I HATE IT!!!! 3 more days of this crap!!!

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Andre said...

Insomnia is the worst..I've got one of those red led light alarms and just watching five minutes at a time go by suuuucks.

[$ H A R O N A] said...

yes. i have chronic insomnia. i know how you feel. and i had tonsillitis a couple years ago. i had to get those bad boys taken out!

Anonymous said...

Just found your blog linking from DirtyRed spot. I like the poetry.

Geri said...

Yes, there are alot of health problems associated with lack of sleep. Hope you get feeling better!