:-) Ok, now that that is out of the way...you may proceed....
I wonder if she knows how much I appreciate all she does;
That without her teachings and her lessons, I might’ve stayed the hard head that I was.
I wonder if he knew that I still loved him despite all of the bad;
That I regret missing what ended up being the last opportunity that I had.
I wonder if she knows that she’s as close to me as a sis;
That all the good times and the laughs we had are very greatly missed.
I wonder if he knows that on THAT day he broke my heart;
By making a decision that impacted “us” and tore what was US apart.
I wonder if she knows that I just merely go along;
With all of her lies and falsehoods that flow out of her like a song.
I wonder if he knows about that crush that I once had;
One that I never acted on and now I’m kind of glad.
I wonder if he realizes that we are nothing more than friends;
That we can chill and hang out at times but then that’s where it ends.
I wonder if she realizes that he will never belong to her;
That she is wishing and waiting on something that never will occur.
I wonder if she knows that I admire her strength;
How she has overcome so much and that for her family she’d go to any length.
I wonder if he knows that he is the man of my dreams;
That it’s him I’d spend my whole life with….him –my King and I, his Queen.
I wonder if she knows that I have forgiven but will never forget;
The betrayal and hurt back then; our friendship having to be reset.
I wonder if she knows that none of us are fools;
That we know what’s really good, but we all just play it cool.
I wonder if he knows the potential that we could have had;
That things could’ve gone somewhere…it’s a shame that it went bad.
I wonder why people feel the need to boast, be extra, and explain;
If things were really the way you say…we wouldn’t have to hear it over and over again.
NOTE...this poem is not finished!! I probably should've waited to post it, but whatever. I couldn't wait. I have no patience. What can I say???? Oh..and maybe one day I'll release the names. LOL
So until next time..... to be continued.......