19 April 2010

Feels so good.....

Alot has changed in a matter of a few weeks. Some good and some bad...but hey that's life. You wouldn't recognize the good without experiencing or dealing with the bad, right? So the title of this blog is "Feels so good...". This can apply to so many things right now.

First off, it feels so good to have WARM weather. All of the snow and cold weather was driving me insane. I can't stand it. To miss work or events that I really wanted to attend on TOP of not being able to party the whole month of January like I would have liked reallllyyyy made me mad. But now it is nice out...in fact, it's been quite HOT for this time of the year but trust that I will NOT be complaining.

Second, it feels good to have a circle of friends who UNDERSTAND. Those who know how to go out and have a good time and keep it drama free. Who aren't ready to go as soon as you get to the destination. Who don't complain about any and everything. Who just want to have a good time and are ready and available to do just that at almost the drop of a dime.

Third, it feels good to have those in your life for the long haul. These are not those seasonal or convenient individuals. It is the ones who have been there through all of the trials and tribulations and not just when the times were good. It is for those who although at times for one reason or another (personal life drama, distance, etc...) have not been within arms reach but have still been there if needed. It seems as if they "come back" at the BEST moments. When they are needed the most.

Forth, it feels good to be loved. Genuinely and without stipulation. To be loved and cared about....flaws and all. :-)

Fifth, it feels good to get away.....and that's just what I plan to do. Even if it's just for a day. To step away from it all and be outside of the circle of stress and drama. It's time to start a new chapter and do new things. Like they say (whoever "they" is)....in order to get something you've never had, you have to do something that you've never done. So time for me to step it up and get moving....I'm on my way! ;-)

It feels good to be me right now.....getting it in at the gym! Getting ME right so that I can do all of the things that I desire and NEED to do in my life right now!
Determined to make this year better than expected!

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