If I Could Turn ...Back The Hands of Time

So the clocks rolled back an hour on Sunday morning at 2 a.m. When I say I can't STAND this time of year, it's an understatement. I already don't sleep much, and now I find myself waking up (for no reason mind you) at 4 and 5 a.m. It's dark when I leave for work and dark when I get home from work. It's the worst. I thought they said they were going to put an end to Daylights Savings Time. (Don't ask me who "they" are.....I really couldn't tell you). This time is good for people who never can seem to get enough sleep..they love that extra hour. For me, it's just another hour I am up without a cause. *sigh*

Anywho....what do I want to talk about today.....hmmm let's see. What about "attention whores"? Me, I try to stay out of the spotlight, limelight, whatever you want to call it. I try to keep a low profile. I've never been one to crave attention from others. I don't try to be extra nor do I try to flaunt my assets to get attention. It truly urks me when I see individuals doing this. It's sad and most of the time it's actually due to a lack of self esteem/confidence. It be the same ones out there BEGGING for someone to notice them that want to walk around calling others "thirsty". Come on....you walking around with "cotton mouth" your damn self.

That is all....that sums it up. Not a whole lot of babbling needed to express how I feel about that one.

Google Wave

So I signed up for an invitation ages ago. Kinda forgot all about it. I think it was right after I got Google Voice, which is quite a handy tool when you want a FAKE local number to hand out. LOL Anywho, I just got my actual invite yesterday for Google Wave and signed up. I am a newbie and really have no clue, but I guess it's the newest hype since Twitter and I'll see if I like it or not. I have 17 invites left. It is still in PREVIEW phase, so even with an invite it might be a minute before you are actually granted access to sign up. If you would like to get an invite, please comment and leave me your email address.

Could it be....

"It's cool, not tryin to put a rush on you
I had to let you know that I got a crush on you"

Damn..this hasn't happened to me in years!! Since my middle school days....but I think I can admit that I have crush on someone. :-X Is it still called a crush as an adult?? LOL I mean it's crazy. Sad thing is, I deny it. No real reason to hide it. I mean, it isn't a crush to be ashamed of or anything. Just....hmmm I dunno. In time, maybe I will reveal it, but for now. I'll keep it on the low low. My friends don't really suspect it, it's more so that they try to encourage a relationship between me and "HIM". I really feel like a little school girl with this one. Let's see how it all plays out. It's just alot of things that might not make it work if the issue was pressed. HMMMM

SN: I know I am sick of hearing about this freakin' balloon boy. After seeing the CNN interview and the "home film" of when the balloon took off.....I'm thinking publicity stunt/hoax. Come on now!?!?! Waste of resources and time.

Laughter is the best medicine

So last night was the Rickey Smiley & Friends show that I treated a group of my friends to. I must say that I had a blast. I have thumping headache today which is just totally ignoring the drugs I have taken to send it packing. *rolls eyes* I never really take medicine, but it's hitting THAT hard that I had to do something. The show was great. I had a ball, not only were the comedians on stage funny as hell, but me and my friends are FOOLS. We are truly crazy and I loved every minute of the outting. Down to the drama in the parking deck trying to get the hell up out of there and go the hell home. That was crazy...thought we were gonna have to put the whip in park and tap on some heads. Some people just do the dumbest *ish*.

Well Round 2 begins tonight. It's one of my best friends birthday outting and we are going to see Kevin Hart and then hit up the club. We haven't hung out in a very long time and it is long overdue. I can't wait. Gonna be just like old times.

On a sadder note, there have been alot of crazy senseless murders/deaths lately. It makes me realize how I gotta definitely get out and enjoy life, as well as, the family and friends that I have in my life. These outtings couldn't have come at a better time. Things have been kind of hectic lately. Super stressful to say the least, but it all goes to the back burner and is forgotten once I am out and about enjoying good times and good laughs with the people I love and appreciate in my life. It makes me feel that much better and makes me proud of myself that I could do something for my friends that we all could enjoy.

I guess now I need to start planning what I will do for my bday in 2010...I have to start early. Gotta do it right! :-)

Who's Real, Who's Fake!?!?

Man,
This is a topic that has come up ALOT in the conversations of me and my friends. It's alot of FRONTIN' going on these days. ESPECIALLY on the internet. Some people are allowing the absence of person to person contact to give them a false sense of esteem, power, and security. I feel sorry for the people who are being fooled more so than those who are doing the faking. For instance, there are more and more DOCTORED up pictures, as well as, STOLEN pics being posted and passed around. I remember I had a pic stolen way back when. I don't even get the point. Thankfully a friend of mine noted that the person said they lived in Michigan or something and that they were only 5'4. You can clearly tell from my full pics that I am NOT short at all. I kindly got a bunch of my guy friends to contact this broad and let her know that they knew the REAL ME..and I also contacted her and had this long drawn out message about the legal action I was taking and how her IP address had been tracked and some more *ish*. Needless to say, it didn't take long for the pics to be removed!. It's crazy, what joy do you get out of lying to YOURSELF and others about who you really are? You like getting attention based on something that you are NOT!? That's that bulls**t!
Then you got all of these internet gangstas, goons, and thugs/thugettes. *smh* Some I personally know that talk alot of good game via chats, Facebook, and Twitter knowing full d**n well when confronted in REAL life....away from the keyboard and monitor, things would NOT play out that way. But hey, if it makes them sleep better at night knowing that they just TYPED some "tough" stuff online..I guess let them do them, right!?!? I just find it amusing to say the least. The pics I could post or examples I could give to prove otherwise...buttttttttttttt nope, then I wouldn't have any entertainment.
I pride myself on being real. Too real for some. Yea, how is that possible? Well because I'm blunt and brutally honest, I'm seen as mean or evil. It's funny to me. The same thing that makes OTHERS say that....makes my REAL friends love me. I stick up for mine and do what I can for those who matter. That'll never change. If I don't value YOU or our friendship/relationship, then trust and believe you ain't getting naddaaaaaaaaaaa from me. :-) Speaking of...I am treating a few of the homies to an outting in Oct. to see Rickey Smiley. Just a little something to show my appreciation for the talks, laughs, good times, and help that each of them have provided. It should be a fun night!!
My holiday weekend was merely an extended weekend full of nothing special. I did some shopping but that's about it. Nothing else went according to plan...which is usually how it goes. Again...people be faking! If you aren't going to do something...be man enough or woman enough to let someone know that things have changed. If you aren't planning to do it at all, then don't EVER say you would/could. BE REAL!!!! How hard is it? Seriously!?!?

Still breathing....

I haven't posted in a minute. Nothing really of substance to talk about. Right now I'm in the process of moving..yet again. Nothing major...only like 10-12 mins from where I was. It's all good though. I will just be glad when it's all said and done!! :-)

Age Ain't Nuthin' But A Number...

The hell it is. I thought when you turned 18...you GREW UP! Apparently not. I've noticed in the past few weeks how a generous amount of so-called GROWN men and women have been acting real YOUNG! People throw around words like "hatin", "Being fake", and "childish"...when it is in fact these individuals who are behaving in such a manner. It's different to hate on someone and to not agree with what they do or to give criticism. It is a difference between choosing to IGNORE individuals or their actions and "being fake". Then when you don't stoop to immature measures...it is called being "childish"....wtf? People need to take a closer look at themselves....pull a Michael Jackson and take a look at the man in the mirror. What they see staring back at them just might not be who or what they think they are? Nobody is perfect, but I'm so sick of the so-called pot calling the kettle black. When will people just learn to keep it moving! Who cares!?!? Life is too short for the petty B.S. Stop reading so much into nothing. Wow someone isn't laughing and joking with you today...does that mean they are mad at you? Nope..maybe they got alot on their mind. Maybe they don't feel well. Maybe they are unhappy or just found out something bad/upsetting. You never know...but making assumptions that are INCORRECT only make matters worse. I for one don't look into anything extra unless you go out of your way to make it extra. If there are SEVERAL factors pointing at a problem..then I will take note and KEEP IT MOVING! Unless you are CLOSE fam or a best friend...I'm not bothered by it. You'll get over it....andif not..that's on you.

I'm just saying.....grow up! You aren't in high school....or shall I say..elementary school anymore!

The truth shall set you free

So much has gone on and is going on but I don't even wanna touch on any of it....what I'm here to speak about is one of my biggest pet peeves: LIARS/LYING . Okay, I've been told for a long time that I am MEAN or EVIL. The jist of this comes from be being brutally HONEST or blunt about facts. I am not one to sugar coat anything. WHY? Because those that I care about, I expect to be the same way with me. I'd rather you let me know what's up and RESPECT you for that, then to find out that you think, thought, or knew something differently than you put on. I respect honest opinions. I think it's my brutal honesty that keeps me closer to males than females. That's an odd logic..but it's true. WHY? Because I've had close female friends in the past that I offered up my thoughts on situations that they were involved in, things that I personally did not agree with. I didn't give ultimatums or anything like that just did the friendly thing: pulled them to the side and expressed my OPINIONS...didn't say this is what you SHOULD do or I'm out. Nope. I merely said, I don't think this is right or you may want to think about the consequences of this.....the final outcome..these SO CALLED individuals ended up on some MUTE s**t! Okay..whateva, not hurting me. I mean this is what a TRUE friend does, so apparently the level of friendship wasn't mutual. You live and you learn. I just don't get lying...yea we all probably tell a small lie here and there. I mean if you want to get out of doing something or going someplace....okay..stretch the truth. What I don't understand are the people who lie and get no type of benefit from making up the b.s. that they make up. I mean really...what is the point? I mean and what's even worse and when you find out that someone has been lying or you KNOW that what someone has told you is a lie, but the other person is not aware of the fact that you know. I'm definitely feeling some kinda way about this subject right now, due to some personal incidents in the past week or 2, but Karma is definitely a bitch and when she comes around...it is I who will have the last laugh!!!! Bwwahahahahaha!

People just really on some other *ish* these days. Between being phony and 2 faced...the lies are just out of control. To these individuals..I say "GO THAT WAY" !!!! And people wonder why I have stopped fooling with them like that. *sucks teeth* PUHLEASEEE!!! Where are the good HONEST people at? Are we a dying breed? Did truth go out the door like common sense?

Neglect....

I'm guilty. I haven't posted an entry into my blog in a very long time. I have actually been kinda doing me. Having fun. Living life. I could probably post a book right now with updates since the last post...but I ain't really feeling it right now. I'll be back soon with a post....I promise.


Until then....catch me on Twitter. :-) http://twitter.com/UniiqueChiq

Self Reminder

So this isn't really a blog post..it's just me reminding myself that the season premiere of Crime 360 comes on May 21st. If you don't know what it is....go here:

http://www.aetv.com/crime-360/


Sad Richmond finally gets some tv play and it's a CRIME show! *smh*